Not been active on here lately, to all three people that actually care. So, sorry about that. Even going on tumblr now makes me anxious slightly, just in fear that I anticipate seeing something I don’t want to.
Adjusting to being in a new country. Things are different. Extremely stressed. Missing documents, missing money, still attending classes, and attempting to feed myself. Grocery shopping is harder when you’re in another country and you have no form of transportation. I’m either going to get fat and broke off shitty food or starve myself to death. Not sure.
I’ll try and check in periodically. At least I’m seeing Modern Baseball next Sunday? It’s two hours away and I’m going by myself but we’ll see how that goes.
Anxiety is the worst thing ever. Alcohol is stupid and I hate it. Drugs are dumb. life is dumb. pce.
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So anxious wow I wish things didn’t effect me overseas
You never realize how much you really truly hate yourself until you’re two days away from leaving the country for a long time
Drug/alcohol-related anxiety when your significant other smokes/drinks is a fate I would wish upon no one.