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I'm Connor.
Straight edge.
Boston, Massachusetts.

I saw someone’s
dead brother on my newsfeed
I am always thinking of you
hoping you will
be there when I come home,

unlike he was last time I left.

Not been active on here lately, to all three people that actually care. So, sorry about that. Even going on tumblr now makes me anxious slightly, just in fear that I anticipate seeing something I don’t want to.

Adjusting to being in a new country. Things are different. Extremely stressed. Missing documents, missing money, still attending classes, and attempting to feed myself. Grocery shopping is harder when you’re in another country and you have no form of transportation. I’m either going to get fat and broke off shitty food or starve myself to death. Not sure.

I’ll try and check in periodically. At least I’m seeing Modern Baseball next Sunday? It’s two hours away and I’m going by myself but we’ll see how that goes.

Anxiety is the worst thing ever. Alcohol is stupid and I hate it. Drugs are dumb. life is dumb. pce.


Stop Victim Blaming campaign poster series.


I Think We’ll Be Okay // William Bonney

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"Well happiness and joy and bliss, how it all disappeared so quick. So here’s to life and here’s to love. I’ve said it before, that I fade with the setting sun."

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Couch King Photo Blog: Empire! Empire! (I Was A Lonely Estate) Album Release Show feat. Kittyhawk, Dowsing, Foxing, Into It. Over It., Empire! Empire! (I Was A Lonely Estate)

Flint, MI @ Flint Local 432

August 30th, 2014

Photos: Alissa Reynolds, view the full gallery here

I’m not okay. I’m sick and I’m anxious.
I want to go home.



"Collector" by I Kill Giants

i feel fine when i’m walking home. 
the cold waits ‘til i get inside. 
but i can’t tell the difference. 
i hate you for this. 

this song is PERFECT.

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So anxious wow I wish things didn’t effect me overseas
Too bad it might actually be worse


Do you want to smoke a cigarette with me in the bathroom?

You never realize how much you really truly hate yourself until you’re two days away from leaving the country for a long time